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    Monday, October 25th, 2004
    12:47 am
    Home
     I need to find a home or a roommate... I have two weeks and about $600. If you're interested give me a call(746-2861) or message me.
    Sunday, October 24th, 2004
    1:46 pm
    Mmhmm...
     Life Lesson #1: Never ignore your friends advice, if they're offering it then they probably know what they're talking about. GIRLS = </3

    Current Mood: apathetic
    Wednesday, October 20th, 2004
    8:28 pm
    Hearts Broken Once Shatter Easily...
     This is where I say I've had enough
    and no one should ever feel the way that I feel now.
    A walking open wound,
    a trophy display of bruises
    and I don't believe that I'm getting any better, any better.

    Waiting here with hopes the phone will ring
    and I'm thinking awful things
    and I'm pretty sure that few would notice.
    And this apartment
    is starving for an argument.
    Anything at all to break the silence.

    Wandering the house
    like I've never wanted out
    and this is about as social as I get now.
    And I'm throwing away the letters that I am writing you
    'cause they would never do,
    I would never do, never.

    Current Mood: confused
    Friday, October 15th, 2004
    11:13 am
    Show tonight!!!
     Wow, I'm so excited for tonight! I'm Going to see Fall Out Boy, Matchbook Romance and TBS with John, Luke, & Marissa. It should be a lot of fun. I miss John a lot, I haven't seen him in a while so it should be good times! Wow...lol,, finally a non-depressing entry in this contraption! ha... well I think this is the part were I say *the end*

    Current Mood: anxious
    Thursday, October 14th, 2004
    4:59 pm
    FUCK MY LIFE
     Honestly I hate my fucking life. I hate working everyday and having nothing to show for it. I hate not having a house or a car and always having to rely on other people. I fucking hate ventura. I hate being alone so much. I think this would be so much easier if I had someone to talk to and hold. I'm so depressed, I've held it in for so long and today everything exploded...

    Current Mood: depressed
    Wednesday, October 13th, 2004
    8:54 pm
    7:20 pm
    For You To Notice...
     de·pres·sion-
    -->A psychiatric disorder characterized by an inability to concentrate, insomnia, loss of appetite, anhedonia, feelings of extreme sadness, guilt, helplessness and hopelessness, and thoughts of death

    I'm starting to fashion an idea in my head
    Where I would impress you with every single word I said
    It would come out insightful,
    or brave,
    or smooth,
    or charming
    And you'd want to call me

    And I would be there every time you need me
    I'd be there every time

    But for now I'll look so longingly waiting
    for you to want me,
    for you to need me,
    for you to notice me.

    I'm starting to fashion an idea in my head
    Where I would impress you with every single word I said
    It would come out insightful,
    or brave,
    or smooth,
    or charming
    And you'd want to call me

    And I would be there every time you need me
    I'd be there every time

    But for now I'll look so longingly waiting
    for you to want me,
    for you to need me,
    for you to notice me.

    **Dashboard owns...but it always makes me sad. I'm sick of being alone. I seriously think that I'm doomed to be alone. Luck always works against me for some reason, but enough said. I've concluded GIRLS = MY DEMISE! *the end*

    Current Mood: lonely
    Saturday, October 9th, 2004
    9:23 pm
    Another Boring Night
     Wow, so I think I officially hate Ventura. I'm moving far far away this summer. It's been decided *the end*
    Monday, September 27th, 2004
    5:33 pm
    I hate work I hate not having a car I hate not having a PHONE! Fuck my life!

    Current Mood: ...obviously
    Wednesday, September 22nd, 2004
    5:03 pm
    :(
     wow...so I hate being alone...

    Current Mood: depressed
    Wednesday, September 15th, 2004
    6:54 pm
    Um...LJ?
     So I'm pretty new to this kinda thing...in fact I have NO clue what the hell I'm supposed to do. So Someone enlighten me :) Thanks <3
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